Epiphany

I never thought I'd be writing this but I'm glad he came back into my life. He showed me that there are still some good, decent, straight and narrow men out there in the world and in Baltimore no less. It was definitely a valuable learning experience. I don't think I've ever felt so content with another person. He was everything I could have asked for in a man. Wait... why am I saying this like the man died?

He's loving, caring, affectionate, sweet, and I could go on. But what I love most about him is that he always treats me like his equal. Even though he is significantly older than I am he has never made me feel like a child. He looks at me as a grown woman. He aims to please in all aspects and I appreciate that.

I'm not sure if all is said and done as of yet, but if so, I'm not upset. I've come to terms with it. I understand. I truly enjoyed the time we shared and if I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't change a thing. I take that back, I would. I wouldn't have brushed him off the first time. Mr. B will always hold a special place in my heart.

It's so weird to me though because he reminds me so much of Daddy. I hope he finds what he's looking for in life and I wish him all the best.