Friday, September 12, 2008

I'mma be okay...

I guess all good things must come to an end. Under the Bridge is closing. I was pissed when I found out because for one I found out from a patron and two, nobody told us until the last minute. We found out over the mic when the patrons did. How wrong is that? Not even warning enough to try to find something else. There is the possibility that I'll be staying but I don't know if I'd even want to. I get the feeling that there's going to be too much drama. But we'll see.

I'm going to start looking for another gig. If I made it on just bartending alone all those months I can swing it again. Especially now that I have the day job. I just better not fuck things up there. Maybe I can go back to Harbor Cruises. It was an easy job and I liked working there.

I met a lot of interesting people in the 10 months I worked there. It was refreshing to me to see all the regulars and to get to know people each week. It was truly fate that I found that job. I was just at the right place at the right time. And I had never went there I would have never met T. I met him the first night I filled in. Maybe it was meant for this chain of events to fall into place? Maybe it was supposed to happen this way for me to meet him? Maybe me bartending period happened so I could find him? Could it be? Maybe I'm reading too much into it. But he is truly one of the best things to happen to me in a long time. I guess if he's around for the long haul, I'll know for sure. I don't know what to do or where I'm going from here as far as bartending. I'm truly going to miss all the people and the place. It just won't be the same anymore. I guess at this point all I can do is pray for direction. Oh Lord what am I to do now?

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